If Your Ship Doesn't Come In, Swim Onto It.

"If your ship doesn't come in, swin onto it."

- Jonathan Winters


Ships. Swim.
These are the very same words I have been visualizing about for the past 7months.
It's getting to be pretty tiring.

While Luzon is being hit by a storm, I am on a peaceful solace right inside my home, contemplating for what should I do as soon as sun shines.

Thoughts of giving up lingered my mind, along with the determination to fight such ill ideas.
I've been thinking about moving on with another scheme for me not to get stressed.
A lot of nerve-wracking noise bugging my head, telling me what to do and not to do.
I am pretty stressed lately, I could choke someone.

I never asked for any sign until today.

Browsing through sites to keep me out of boredom, a quote caught my attention and I started to think:
Yeah, this is one halluva one-liner. My wake up call.

I'm not saying that I should swim my way to M/S Amsterdam (that would look hilarious) but more on doing more efforts than what I have been doing now.

But how do I start the effort when things are already in its right places?
My ship is right in my face but why are they letting me swim onto it when I can just walk?
When things are clear, there will always be something that would come up, making me wait for more.
There is no other way, just wait. As they say, perseverance is a virtue, yet its becoming to be devastating.

Time to clear my head for the meantime and think happy thoughts.
If there's still happy thoughts.