Friday, May 22, 2009

Thousand Miles of Space Between You and Me

As of writing, there's about a thousand miles between me and honey.
Tonight is the start of my calendar where I won't be seeing him for at least ten months.

It's tough to be in a situation where you have already let a person come and make a great impact in your life. It was indeed the day I chose who to spend my life with and love the person without any hesitations for the consequences that can happen. I could blame myself for this. Given that fact that we always knew that this will be the bottom line. But hey, what I felt and what we had gone through is worth the risk.

I never believe in long-distance love affair even though I have seen it with my own parents. Things will always be complicated but he put great faith in myself that this may work out if we persevere. He took away my fears and gave me a big room of hopes and dreams until the day we see each other again.

It is clear now. My honey is moving on to his next path. I am now happy and at peace.
The dreaded moment of saying goodbye is over and I am left to count the remaining days till he gets back. Until I come back.

So honey~
This space between you and me,
.. no matter where we both are--
I will always be true.

And where this space exist,
You will find me waiting for you.

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